alhamdulillah 1Nov hari tu genap umur aku 19 tahun tepat pada pukul 7:30 malam .. i consider myself as dad's present because he was born on 27 Oct where really close with my date of born ... to be honest selama nie aku tak pernah pun post pasal birthday aku but this year was so meaningful to me yg menyebabka aku nak post pasal sweet last teen aku huhu ... aku banyak bermain dengan emosi ... banyak perkara yang mematangkan aku dan menyedarkan aku .. dari satu benda ke satu benda ... yang buruk aku tak nak cakap lah but the good side is aku dpt sebahagian daripada yg aku impikan betahun tahun lalu ... alhamdulillah aku dapat jugak ...  like being an emcee ... a best student for the whole course ... got 4 flat ... win a public speaking competition and so on ...  terkejut gila bila fikir balik ... well before .. i was like  a negative people ... i was so chicken hearted and im too scared to challenge myself but after so many thing that happend alhamdulillah I am who am I wright now ... and i realise something which if if kau nak gapai sesuatu kau kene BERANI dan kau mesti YAKIN people will judge you based on that two things if you cant show them that attitude in shaa Allah nobody will hire or trust you ... some which list for my own self ...

dear self ,

please be more matured , more confident , more strict , elegance , charismatic , trust yourself , do not trust others , be an obey slave , more strong , more sado , put Allah number one , more polite , respect others ...


achievement that I must get next year

: 4flat
:  wakil kolej
: not too touching